Writing Words, Repelling Evil

I'm going to try my hand at writing again. Well, both hands when I type.

Neil Gaiman: ON WRITER'S BLOCK.

whimsyrachy:

I’ve seem to be hitting writer’s block far too often now. My grade in my creative writing class is suffering because i don’t turn in anything because i’m never really satisfied with anything i do. all my good ideas seem to turn into bad ones once i write it down. How do you get pass writers…

neil-gaiman:

You turn off your inner critic. You do not listen to your inner police force. You ignore the little voices that tell you that it’s all stupid, and you keep going.

Your grade isn’t suffering because your writing is bad, it’s suffering because you aren’t finishing things and handing them in. 

So, finish them and hand them in. Even if a story’s lousy, you’ll learn something from it that will be useful as a writer, even if it’s just “don’t do that again”.

You’re always going to be dissatisfied with what you write. That’s part of being human. In our heads, stories are perfect, flawless, glittering, magical. Then we start to put them down on paper, one unsatisfactory word at a time. And each time our inner critics tell us that it’s a rotten idea and we should abandon it.

If you’re going to write, ignore your inner critic, while you’re writing. Do whatever you can to finish. Know that anything can be fixed later.

Remember: you don’t have to be brilliant when you start out. You just have to write. Every story you finish puts you closer to being a writer, and makes you a better writer.

Blaming “Writer’s Block” is wonderful. It removes any responsibility from the person with the “block”. It gives you something to blame, and it sounds fancy.

But it’s probably more honest to think of it as a combination of laziness, perfectionism and Getting Stuck. If you’re being lazy, don’t be. If you’re being a perfectionist, don’t be. And if you’re stuck, figure out where the story went off the rails, or what you got wrong, or where you need to go deeper, or what you need to add to make it work, and then start writing again.

I fell prey to the warm embrace of pitfalls 3 and 4. Being my own worst enemy comes easy, but it’s time to be my own best friend and read rules 1 and 2 of How To Write A Novel again.

I fell prey to the warm embrace of pitfalls 3 and 4. Being my own worst enemy comes easy, but it’s time to be my own best friend and read rules 1 and 2 of How To Write A Novel again.

Today’s Tally: 1003 Total Tally: 14021

I’m disappointed in myself, really. I would’ve liked to have some sort of hope in hell of finishing this event for the first time with a win, but I am just under the gun for way too many things, and instead of listing off those things that got in the way, I’ll just say that I am down, but not out.

There are only 8 days of NaNoWriMo left, and if I crunched out just under 4000 words a day, I’d be able to finish her, but let’s face it: the likelihood of that happening are pretty slim.

But I’ll keep writing till the very end when I get time to. I love this idea: writing a novel in a month. It is a creative exercise that I need to challenge myself artistically. I’m glad I started taking part in it, and while I still want to finish this story, I’m not going to hold out too much hope that it will be done in November.

To all my fellow NaNoWriMo buds, though, keep going. Get your 50K or as close to it as possible. Then? Then we’ll sleep…

Today’s Tally: 503 Total Tally: 13018

UGH! Not doing well in the word tally department. A full painting weekend and birthday celebration knocked me off track. I am way behind, and with a lot of other chores to continue with, chances are I’m going to peter out rather than pull through. But I’m not giving up yet. I’ll try to spend more time when I can. There’s going to have to be some major catch up on my part if I’m going to finish this, and I want to.

Down but not out… YET!

I feel like it has been much too long since I’ve read Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae’s poem, In Flanders Fields, which was written the day after he observed the death of his friend and fellow officer, Lieutenant Alexis Helmer.

Something happens to you when you read it, or, at least, something happens to me. Time seems to slow down during this very short poem, giving it a larger presence than the total amount of characters held therein. The words hold so much weight, and one can’t help but feel them in your heart as your eyes flicker across each and every phrase. “Haunting” is a word I’d use to describe it, but not in a horrible way even though its topic is the result of the utter horrors of war.

In Flanders Fields serves to remind us that there were people, normal every day you-and-me type people who, before being whisked off to war, woke up every day, enjoyed the touch of a loved one, knew the sadness of loss, walked down the street to see a friend, rode a bike to a baseball field with one hand on the handle bars and the other holding a glove and bat, knew a parent’s embrace, tasted ice cream, laughed at a magic trick, trained a dog to fetch a stick, knew riches and depression and had experiences.

And, eventually, they knew they were dead, even before a bullet or an explosion or a piece of shrapnel or a blade took their lives. They knew.

I have not known war first hand. My children have not known war first hand. And yet there is still war, and soldiers, men and women alike, still go head long into the battle knowing that they are dead.

To the brave and the fallen, my heart and thoughts go out to you. I will never be able to repay the debt that is owed, but I offer you this as a small token:

You have my eternal thanks, and I will never forget.

- Derek Mohninger

Today’s Tally: 509 Total Tally: 12515

Behind! I’m behind! Whoa is me, I’m way behind. Well, it’s not that bad, but still. I hate being one to have to catch up, but I guess that’s the way it is when you’re a busy beaver. But seeing as I’m a busy human, I want to kick a beaver because they have the ever present tranquility about them brought upon by the fact that they don’t have to write a goddamn book in a month!

I am in catch up mode. But I am also in house painting mode. Soon I will be in planning a sweet sixteen birthday party mode.

Somewhere, Fate is laughing at me.

Today’s Tally: 571 Total Tally: 10664

Exhausted! And I blame that for being behind. I need a good night’s sleep before I can do any more of this. There are so many wonderful words swimming around in my cerebral cortex but my tired eyes and fingers want to produce nothing but “Gah gah gah gah…”

So I bid you good night, and I will write a plenty tomorrow. Here’s to catching up.

Today’s Tally: 1059 Total Tally 10092

Ugh! There goes my cushion. Hopefully I find a longer period of time to get ahead of the game in the next couple of days.

I had 3 hours set aside for actual writing, but a procrastinating 15 year old daughter who shall remain nameless, but will certainly be the only 15 year old daughter that I am the father of until she turns 16 and her sister turns 15, required my tutelage in a mathematical area that made it essential for me to relearn inductive reasoning to solve to the nth term. Seeing as I’m an awesome dad, her plight took precedence over my word count. I would hate for her to blame NaNoWriMo for not being able to make it into the university of her choice because daddy had to make 10 thousand words.

But hah! I did make over 10K (but just barely), and now all those wonderful words add up to pretty well where one should be at this point in the game if they did the bare minimum. Dammit! I wanted to remain ahead. Maybe tomorrow?